divya

today, i am leaving you behind

i am leaving this as it is without the desire to change anything. it’s a weird feeling actually because i haven’t been this content with anything ever in my life before. i will admit, i do want more when i see you drifting away sometimes but when you are here, i want nothing more thanContinueContinue reading “today, i am leaving you behind”

to younger me.

To younger me, I don’t know where to start. Maybe with, I am sorry. Standing where I am today, I don’t ever want to feel the way I used to. I will never discern your need to find validation in everything you do but I assure you, one day, you won’t need to. Don’t wasteContinueContinue reading “to younger me.”

a dream.

I dreamt of the day when it was all chaotic, distorted and split into pieces. I dreamt about us for the first time in a year and it wasn’t perfect. It wasn’t a fantasy that I always imagined but rather it was filled with tears and rejection. It wasn’t a nightmare, but it was aContinueContinue reading “a dream.”

dear you.

It hurts to see you leave so easily. There were moments when I thought ‘No, it’s not over, we can fix this’, but I guess not. Well, thank you for being a part of my life anyway. I went through stages. Some made me crazy, some made me sane, but I realized it isn’t relevantContinueContinue reading “dear you.”

just like them.

i wanted to be just like them, wear my backpack one strapped, walk the hallways in packs of ten, and laugh every now and then. they were everywhere, hard to reach but seemed to have it all. i wanted to be just like them, carry my words with precision, be liked enough to entertain, andContinueContinue reading “just like them.”

the beginning to the end.

There’s light that shines in the lover’s eyes. Not because of any form of flattery but, Because of the utter joy that came from within. He came, he saw, he heard, With all that the heart could ever offer And it shall forever remain an occasion of the lover’s memory. In the beginning,ContinueContinue reading “the beginning to the end.”

revelations and realisations.

Everyone in this world has a part to portray and a role to act out just like Shakespeare said. There’s meaning behind everything we do whether that be psychological or sociological and maybe even scientific. One discovers and one preaches. But sometimes one may discover and one may leave it as it is. Building personalitiesContinueContinue reading “revelations and realisations.”

the way she looked.

there was something so special in her, something really magical because she could make you feel just by talking about the most random things ever. she had a strange way to life. she looked at life very differently than other people. the way her eyes sparkled when she talked about her favorite movie and howContinueContinue reading “the way she looked.”