you don’t know what you do to the girl sitting at the back not wanting anyone to notice the way she is struggling. you don’t know what you do when you ignore the same person who expects a hello from you every morning but it never comes. you don’t know what you do when you don’t smile at the same boy who stares at you between breaks because he wants to. you don’t know what you do when you leave without saying anything because our eyes tend to say a lot. you don’t know what you do to the girl who wants to be comforted and you don’t even try. you don’t know what you do when you discourage your best friend for trying something new because maybe they worked hard on it. not everything has to be beautiful to have some meaning. you don’t know what you do to the person who wants help but despite you knowing, you don’t do anything. you don’t know what you do when you tell the one who likes you how good their hair looks that day. you just don’t know what you do when you notice the scars on her hands but fail to say anything. you see the tear stains from crying too hard but you don’t say anything. you don’t know what you do when you lead on the boy who wants you badly. please, stop now. you don’t know what you do when you smile at the person who you see everyday but never acknowledges. you don’t know what you do when you disappoint the person who loves you the most. they would probably not stop loving you but lose their worth in the process. you don’t know what you do when you blame someone for attention. you don’t know what you do when you laugh at the problem coming from someone who spent their whole life trying to solve it. you don’t know what you do when you ignore the ‘jokes’ about self- hatred. you don’t know what you do when you feel. you don’t know what you do when you notice. you don’t know anything.

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